Transitions, transitions, transitions

I'm going through several different transitions in my life right now, and I'm surprised I haven't cracked under the stress. I'm fully aware that diamonds are made under pressure...but I can forgo being a diamond for a while. I have so many things I need to do with my life, and I'd just rather revert back to being a child.

Adulthood is punching me in the gut right now, and I really don't care to fight back right now. 

The Progression of Life

Sometimes, it seems like I've finally gotten things figured out....and then I either backtrack or something goes awry. Adulthood has been trusted upon me, and while I accept it graciously...I'm not really succeeding in it. I feel like I'm expected to know and understand things because people are saying so...but I don't...I'm honestly a bit confused by it all. I'm not terrified of the future or what it may hold. I'm more terrified of the opinions from my family, of failing, etc.

I need to hop back on the grind and better myself.

This goes for my mental, physical, social, and emotional struggles. I need to get it together and upgrade myself. 

Brink

As we enter the new year, I must say I cannot wait to see what is in store me.

I have accomplished so much in one short semester, I have established myself in ways I never expected.

I have made so many amazing memories and established some amazing friendships...though I have had some equally terrible experiences. 

I am very grateful for what I have accomplished and hope to further progress within the new year.

I wish the best for everyone!

New Adventures

These past few months have been filled with new experiences, mostly due to the fact that I'm now in college. This semester has been filled with excitement, struggles, and memories for days.

I've been trying all types of new things, good and bad. I'm so excited for all the adventures that are yet to come, and for the surprises that are in store for me.

I'm just living and enjoying life. 

A day in the life of a teacher

Lord Jesus,

Teaching is so fun...but so annoying. It's like the kids just don't know how to chill for longer than a minute.

This has been a nice internship, but I'm debating about whether I want to do this again next year; it's not even because of the kids, it's for the teachers and administration. I just can't stand the pettiness and childish ways of the people I work with.

However, I do appreciate the friends I've made and all of the events I've been to this summer. Had I not had this job and experience, I know without a doubt I would've been sitting around at home, with  nothing to do.

For so long, I've dreamed of this perfect summer full of fun and partying and I finally got it (right before I leave for school too).

I'm so excited for life and all that's gonna come with it. I don't plan on the party stopping any time soon (though I'll obviously be keeping it together). 

Summer of Fun

So, this summer has been incredibly busy due to my work schedule, but I've been having tons of fun with amazing people...which is something I'd never get to experience without this. 

I'm so grateful for these experiences, now I just want another job or source of income. 

Doing business...casually?

Though I'm interning as a teacher and everyone's trying to make it super strict and rigid, I want my kids to have fun...

But I think some of my teachers are trying to have too much fun. I just want them have a good time and enjoy the summer, but it seems difficult to do that without them crossing the boundary between adult/child and it becoming friend/friend.

*sigh*, life is becoming so complicated when it just needs to be chill.